I really don't know how to explain it. I am not well equipped enough to put into words or express in an inadequate manner why I/We return to a place like Swaziland. I can't explain why we leave our comforts here to go help a people we do not know in a place like Haiti. I cry after my sons are in bed, and bedtime is over. I wonder if the plane will make it to our final destination. I, filled with anxiety, emotion and a whole array of feelings that only surface when the shizzle hits the fan, wonder myself, WHY in the world would I go, would WE GO, to help?!!
I guess, now that I'm a Dad, I would hope that someone would step in and help me, like my Uncle Mike did. I hope that someone would help my Noah and Samuel, and be to them what I hope I could have been, if worst came to worst. I felt safer in the Army, for my small amount of time there, I think because at least I had a weapon. But ultimately, because I had my buddies there. And if you read this, know this.... I know you're there for me. WHY? Why do people go to places of destitude? Because they are my brothers and sisters. Skin color....different. Values......different. Food......WAAAAY different.
For what it's worth, it's why we do......what we do............................................ Enjoy the video!
God wants us to have an intimate relationship with Him. He wants our raw, un-scripted conversation and questions. Like Moses, like David, and like so many others who were like, "What's up God!? Where are you!? Why is this happening!? Etc, etc. Watch this video and be honest with yourself. In the comments section, write one question you always wanted to ask God. No matter what it was. Leave it anonymously. You don't have to write your name. I would love for some honest conversation among us. How much more....does God? Peace.
We all make excuses, or we can all find a reason why we "can't" help others or take some time to connect and invest in the lives of those around us. Myself included, I use work, my wife and kids, etc. to justify and simply, make excuses on why I can't show others I love them by sacrificing my precious little time and squueze them into my schedule. Let me help free your mind.......Jesus is okay with you not reading your Bible today so you and I can take that time to GO help another person and get in the trenches of life with them.
It's been months since I last blogged about anything really. There are so many things to write about, but where to begin? What's really important? What am I excited about? What's really pressing on my heart? SWAZILAND!
On March 1-11, 2012, I will be heading back over to Swaziland on a Vision Trip with Adventures In Missions. We call it a "Vision Trip" because we want you to get an overall vision of what Swaziland is all about, to see the many needs there, to see what and how Adventures In Missions does on the ground there to help, and to go hug on some little guys and girls that are orphaned or vulnerable.
Above is my buddy Greg Mortensen. We met on the ground in Swaziland back in February of 2010. He is closer than a brother to me. We walked through various carepoints and homesteads together. We visited a hospital where I sware to this day I left half of my heart there when we left. The best times there, were when we were just hanging out with the kids. I'll never forget what it felt like when I saw that little guy from a Care Point, (where they go to get food etc.) look into my soul and his eyes screamed, "Don't Leave!" Swaziland changes people forever. What we do with that revelation, well that's up to us.
I really want you to consider coming on this trip. It's far enough away still where there would be plenty of time to get a passport if you don't have one, immunizations, raise financial support, etc. HERE is a link to Wikipedia. If you click HERE, you can see some of the stats on Swaziland. It is a small country landlocked in the South East corner of South Africa. It has the highest AIDS rate in the world wiping out a whole generational age group, leaving orphaned and vulnerable kids everywhere. I encourage you to Google it and check it out.
Click on the Contact Marc and Jan, or Contact Us tab on the upper left side of the blog. I am excited and looking forward to this trip. Contact me if you are interested and I will do everything I can to help you. Peace.
A few years ago, my heart was awoken to a small little kingdom in Africa called Swaziland. Swaziland has beautiful landscape, amazing animals and wildlife, and the people are just awesome. At the same time, Swaziland has been devastated by the AIDS pandemic and has the highest percentage on Earth. The average life expectancy is so low that there is a huge generational gap missing between grandparents and teenagers. With a population of roughly 1 million people, there are almost 200,000 orphaned and vulnerable children there! Like we see in a lot of third world countries, nine and ten year old children are raising younger siblings and having to parent them. With pretty much no chance for employment, young women and young girls are prostituting themselves for just enough money to get food for the day.
I faced a huge dilemma in my heart. How and what can I do to help? I can't change the whole place, but what can I do? Jan (my bride) and I went there together last September for 11 days and left our sons, Noah and Samuel at home so we could sift through the process of whether or not God was making it clear to us to move there long term. Well, we are not living there on the ground, and He made it clear to us what our call was going to be. And that is what I hope you will partake in on this next Vision Trip that will be coming up in September. I want you to get your ears ready to hear what God is gonna ask of you, and how you can get involved with helping our friends in Swaziland.
There are so many ways to help that the possibilities are endless. There are ways to help children individually, there are ways for you and your church to sponsor entire care points. There are people living there on the ground that have left everything here and all the comforts we have, to go help and be an impact in a daily long term way over there. Everyone needs support and a network of people helping from all around. And this is a great opportunity to see where, who, and how we can plug in to Swaziland.
On September 8th through September 19, 2011, we will be heading to Swaziland, Africa on what we call a "Vision Trip". It will be an 11 day adventure into the heart of God's Love for His children in Swaziland. On this trip, we'll venture into what I call "The Overlap" together. The Overlap is where I have seen the most difficult circumstances on Earth, but at the same time, where I have seen God the most present, through the spirit of worship pouring out of those He calls His own. It's a beautiful place. It's the place where the two Kingdoms collide.
I want to get as many of us as possible on this trip. Click the contact Marc and Jan tab on the upper left of the blog site and email me for all the details. We can discuss flight and ground costs and any details or questions you may have. I'll send you my cell number and we can talk. Friend me on facebook, send me a message and title it, "Swaziland Vision Trip", and I'll call you. This is such an awesome opportunity and I am siked to see what is gonna happen. Swaziland is calling....
These are the ideas we need to cultivate in order to change our neighborhoods and communities for the better. There has to be a better motive than just making a buck. Kingdom Thinking. Kingdom Dreaming!
I have always been blessed with good friends.
Throughout school, in the Army, in different states, in different countries and continents, I have had the privelage of knowing some of the most top quality people on this planet.
We have experienced life together.
We have experienced death together.
We have experienced pain and heart break together.
We have sweat together and we have bled together.
Those who are in each other's lives daily have the oppurtunity to physically be there when those hard times or good times arise. That is priceless.
But nonetheless, there is a group of people that God has so intertwined into the tapestry of each other's lives, who have never met face to face.
I can't even count how many people we have grown close with over the past few years, whom we hadn't met face to face at first, but now we call brothers and sisters.
I sat and saw the same thing going on within the lives of many of those around us.
The internet and social media stuff are great tools to keep relationships going, but that face to face interaction has to happen too, right? Or does it? I think that is something that happens organically between the individuals themselves and no blanket theory can be applied here.
I do think the face to face is absolutely neccesarry, even if once or twice a year.
What I have come to see is this:There is a resounding theme, a common ethos, a similar cry of ones heart. A dream, that in it's own way, belongs to The Kingdom of Heaven. And that dream when spoken about has a language of it's own, a common dialect if you will. Those who have ears to hear, will hear it, and those who have eyes to see, will see it. You will find who speaks your language and it will be refreshing. Your heart will feel not alone for once.
Your prayer will be answered like Elijah when he asked God to show him men who share the same heart as him for The Kingdom.
As I recover from this surgery, I am slammed with blessing from all around the world. From friends and those who I consider Family. Your prayers and thoughts are so appreciated. I love the similar heart we share. Jan and I are so grateful for y'all ;) reaching out to us. This wasn't even a big surgery and the calls and messages from all of you were overwhelming. We love you so much. Looking forward to this next Kingdom Season.
A friend recently sent this post of a blog that was written a few years ago. It's great. Here's the link. http://www.jeffwofford.com/2006/11/wading-in-skubala.html.
You need to be warned that this post contains a bad word. But it does so only because the Bible itself contains a bad word. I never knew that. You don't know it either, because you've been protected from knowing it.
It appears in Philippians 3:8 (which I've recently been working on for my 3rd semester Greek class at seminary). Here it is in the original Greek:
The word you want to keep your eye on is "σκύβαλα"--pronounced "skubala." Here's a literal translation of the verse.
But indeed I also consider everything to be loss on account of the surpassing knowledge of Christ Jesus my Lord, on account of whom I forfeited all things; and I consider them shit so that I may gain Christ...
Yes, you heard me right. Skubala means shit. Not only does itliterallymean shit--i.e., human excrement--but it also has the same connotation. It is a vulgar word. Paul would not have said it in mixed company unless he expected a reaction.
It's difficult to find Christian sources that discussskubala, but its use in ancient writings outside of the Bible makes clear that it was considered very impolite. The leading modern Greek lexicon--BDAG, it's called--glossesskubalaas "refuse," "garbage," "human excrement," "crud," and "crap"--very strong words for this Christian scholarly book.
So the original text of the sacred Scripture contains a dirty word. I don't know about you, but I felt a profound sense of relief when I discovered this.
English translations don't like this word. They take the edge off it.
King James: ...Christ Jesus my Lord: for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and do count them but dung, that I may win Christ...
New American Standard: ...Christ Jesus my Lord, for whom I have suffered the loss of all things, and count them but rubbish in order that I may gain Christ...
New English Translation: ...Christ Jesus my Lord, for whom I have suffered the loss of all things– indeed, I regard them as dung!– that I may gain Christ... [I suppose the exclamation point is there to make it a bit "edgier."]
Revised Standard: ...Christ Jesus my Lord. For his sake I have suffered the loss of all things, and count them as refuse, in order that I may gain Christ...
It's interesting that all these translations "soften up" the original vulgarity. What does that say about the people who make and buy Bibles? What does it mean when the Bible is more profane than we are?
Why Do We Sanitize the Bible?
I'm betting there are two sorts of people reading this post. One sort of person will be asking, "Why have the translators been sanitizing the Bible? If Paul said it, surely it's not our business to change it." The other sort of person will ask, "Why, Jeff, are you writing about this? Why air this dirty laundry? How is this discussion helpful to Christianity?"
Interestingly, the answer to both these questions lies in Philippians 3 itself. Paul uses this naughty word for a reason. Look at what Paul is saying here (Phil 3:4b-9, NET translation).
If someone thinks he has good reasons to put confidence in human credentials, I have more: I was circumcised on the eighth day, from the people of Israel and the tribe of Benjamin, a Hebrew of Hebrews. I lived according to the law as a Pharisee. In my zeal for God I persecuted the church. According to the righteousness stipulated in the law I was blameless. But these assets I have come to regard as liabilities because of Christ. More than that, I now regard all things as liabilities compared to the far greater value of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whom I have suffered the loss of all things– indeed, I regard them as dung!– that I may gain Christ, and be found in him, not because I have my own righteousness derived from the law, but because I have the righteousness that comes by way of Christ's faithfulness–a righteousness from God that is in fact based on Christ's faithfulness.
So what's the connection between the fact that Paul uses a dirty word and the fact we purge it from our translations? The connection is legalism.
How Good is Good Enough?
Legalism is the pretense that some human beings are nice and others are naughty: that there is a standard of "normal" behavior that defines what sort of person is "decent" and what sort is a scumbag. The Philippians were starting to buy into this idea, and Paul wrote to them to wake them up. He says, in effect, "Don't bother trying to be 'decent': I've already tried it. I was as 'normal' and 'decent' as you can get and I was still a scumbag. If you want to be righteous, it's going to take a whole lot more than politeness and normalcy. It's going to take a divine intervention." And to make sure they get the point, as well as to illustrate his contempt for human standards of normalcy, Paul drops the s-bomb.
In his discussion of legalism, Paul is saying what Jesus himself said again and again. Here are some of the ways Jesus said it.
Woe to you, experts in the law and you Pharisees, hypocrites! You are like whitewashed tombs that look beautiful on the outside but inside are full of the bones of the dead and of everything unclean. In the same way, on the outside you look righteous to people, but inside you are full of hypocrisy and lawlessness. (Matthew 23:27-28)
(You can already sense the Ted Haggard reference coming, can't you?)
You have heard that it was said, 'Do not commit adultery.' But I say to you that whoever looks at a woman to desire her has already committed adultery with her in his heart. (Matthew 5:27-28)
On that day, many will say to me, 'Lord, Lord, didn't we prophesy in your name, and in your name cast out demons and do many powerful deeds?' Then I will declare to them, 'I never knew you. Go away from me, you lawbreakers!' (Matthew 7:22-23)
Interestingly, in the Old Testament, Isaiah uses another "vulgar" image when talking about this same topic:
We are all like one who is unclean, all our so-called righteous acts are like a menstrual rag in your sight. (Isaiah 64:6)
In other words, what human beings perceive as upstanding behavior, God perceives as a soiled tampon. Thanks for that image, Isaiah.
Insiders and Outsiders
We only let G-rated people into our churches. In church, a person who smokes, or cusses, or reeks of liquor, or dresses seductively is viewed as suspect, inferior, abnormal, an outsider. You're only allowed into the church body/family/club/clique if your shirts are starched and your smile is white and your speech is inoffensive.
It wasn't always this way. Jesus himself hung out with "sinners"--including tax collectors, drunks, and prostitutes--to such a great degree that the decent "church people" of his day accused him of being a debauched party animal (Luke 7:34). The early church was a motley crew, not the clean middle-class stereotype of modern evangelical churches.
What changed? One of the things that changed is the reason why we go to church. Now we go to "connect with people like ourselves," to "form community," to "fellowship" and receive "support." We go so that our children will be in a loving, safe setting where they can learn about God and family values. Well, these are noble goals, but what do they have to do with Jesus hanging on a bloody cross? Did Jesus hang on a bloody cross to provide us with a clean, safe, child-friendly mall-like clubhouse where we can hold banal conversations with like-minded family-values-oriented people? Or did he hang on a bloody cross to utterly transform our shitty lives? And if it is the latter, who do you think "gets" Jesus more: the clean, polite middle-class people or the dirty, vulgar funky-class people? He said: "Those who are healthy don't need a physician, but those who are sick do. Go and learn what this saying means: 'I want mercy and not sacrifice.' For I did not come to call the righteous, but sinners." (Matthew 9:12)
So the Bible says "shit" and "soiled tampon" because that's what the Bible thinks of how good we are. But your translation says "dung" and "filthy rags" because Christians are still trying to whitewash the truth.
Invested in Sin
Well, how's this strategy working out for us? We evangelicals are faring pretty well, right? I mean, maybe we don't upholdGod'scrazy-high standard of moral behavior, but we sure do a lot better than the normalhumanstandard, right?
And that's why Ted Haggard'srecent confessiondoes not surprise me in the least. (There's the mention--you knew it was coming.) Evangelicalism has become a religion of appearances. We've created a subculture of politeness and "good morals" instead of humble worship and radical obedience to God. We churn money and votes through our glistening megachurches, but have lost touch with our own deep brokenness. Our talk is all about "conversion" (i.e. selling club memberships) rather than the discipleship (transformation and obedience) that Jesus offers and commands. Why should I be surprised when the king of the religion of appearances turns out to be not as he appears?
There's aninteresting articleon the National Association of Evangelicals' response to the Ted Haggard scandal. In it, Rev. Leith Anderson, a megachurch pastor who is temporarily replacing Haggard as NAE director, says, "[Most people] will understand that if there are 45,000 churches [affiliated with NAE], that 44,999 of them have leaders that did not misbehave and that one person misbehaved and that that is an anomaly."
So "misbehavior" is an anomaly? See, that's funny, 'cause I thought the Bible said everyone misbehaves; something like: "There is no one who does good, not even one." Is "misbehavior" different from "sin," in Rev. Anderson's view? Is he suggesting that misbehavior is gross, whereas sin is mild and excusable? Or is he saying that "misbehavior" is when sin becomes embarrassingly public, whereas mere "sin" is kept pleasantly private?
It's too bad that a religion that names itself after Christ, that purports to offer his Good News to the world, still wants to deny the very reason he went to the cross. People are broken. Not some people: all people. So which is worse: to be broken in a way everyone can see, or to be broken in a way that you can keep secret--even from yourself? Think about it. To understand the answer to that question is to begin to understand the Sermon the Mount. "Blessed are the poor in spirit." "Blessed are those who weep and mourn." "I have not come to abolish the law but to fulfill it." "I tell you that unless your righteousness surpasses that of the Pharisees and the teachers of the law, you will certainly not enter the kingdom of heaven." "Be perfect, therefore, as your heavenly Father is perfect." The Bible doesn't offer "decency" as an option. Either you're mired in sin, or you are justified. The Bible neither denies sin nor revels in it. It tells the truth about our grotesque brokenness, and then offers a supernatural solution. Isn't that the gospel we are so eager to spread? Then why are we still running from it?
Jesus ' story of the two worshipers sums it all up (Luke 18:10-14).
Two men went up to the temple to pray, one a Pharisee and the other a tax collector. The Pharisee stood and prayed about himself like this: 'God, I thank you that I am not like other people: extortionists, unrighteous people, adulterers–or even like this tax collector. I fast twice a week; I give a tenth of everything I get.' The tax collector, however, stood far off and would not even look up to heaven, but beat his breast and said, 'God, be merciful to me, sinner that I am!' I tell you that this man went down to his home justified rather than the Pharisee.